Because I am sober, I don’t always allow myself to have feelings for certain things. The steps are a process to find emotional sobriety, but on the flip side I think I should not have certain emotions, or allow myself to have feelings about some things. We grow to see where we are selfish in nature and for me; I tell myself that I don’t have the right to feel emotions that are based on me. I have to always look at self-righteous and self-pity. The reason I am writing this is, because this can be confusing for me at times, so I am fairly confident that others feel this way. The only way out of confusion is to trust that you find the right action to fit every situation, and this right action has to be centered in whatever you consider to be your higher power. That all is right in God’s universe and nothing is wrong except what I don’t do, which is to maintain a conscious contact in all my affairs. My amends to anyone I hurt today, and if I haven’t said it, “I love you.”
Peace Out: M copyright 2014

It’s taken years to find true integrity, and honesty. The thing i try to do in writing and in sharing is to be true to my word. For me, the only way to the spirit is to lay down the vail of dishonesty. I mean what I write. I stand by what I say, and I value you to much to be dishonest about my feelings.
Peace Out : M 2014