My insanity is sometimes hard to identify, I tend to think that I see the signs, but that’s not always true. There have been times that I think I have serenity, those may be the times that I could possibly be the most insane. My thoughts and perceptions say to me you’re ok, but my mind has a hard time holding on to the reality of moment. This just may be day dreaming, but my day dreams are most likely information transmitted from unconsciousness, to consciousness. It takes a lot of prayer and meditation to try to find the stillness needed to find the conscious of a power Greater than I. Practicing these two avenues are needed to find the saneness, of the inner voice of the true reality, or the identification of my Insanity. The awareness of trying to be open minded enough to know, that if I don’t believe, that saneness only comes through a trust, and faith. My judgments are corrected only by a connection and communication with something, which I have no real conception of what that is. All I have to do is have trust that it has kept me from the madness of destroying myself for many years, and this is where I see, that maybe this is what has given me a reprieve from me.
Peace Out: M copyright 2014