Some days inspiration to continue is hard to find, there are those days that I don’t have the ability to create new thoughts simply because that old ones block them out. It is easy to get wrapped in our shit and can’t seem to see the path to inspiration because I can’t filter out myself. This always where the crux of the work needs to be done, I have to shut down these thoughts that keep me bound to me. I have revert back to the basics of all the teachings that were taught me in the beginning by those who had gone before.

In the beginning I was taught that I was not God, that I had to surrender, realize that I was powerless over people places and things, and if I tried to control those things, I would lose my perspective and my life would be unmanageable.  I had to turn my will over to something greater than myself and my control, and that I had to make a decision that I had to be willing to let go of my will and let the greater will take over. Now these things are really simple in presentation but difficult in application, and the more willing I become the easier the process becomes , but it is all ways a challenge even till this day. This is the human challenge, if you choose to have faith in a God of your understanding, and even with that faith, work must be done on my part. I need daily inspiration, and that inspiration depends on how affective I trust, seek, work, apply, and willing to let go, I must ask that I hear the message of truth and light, and not be swayed and seduced into those dark moments that are just an allusion of my warped thinking. my discomfort is my unease with me and only I can change me, if I work towards a higher thought, there is a beacon in my soul, I can choose to walk away from it or walk towards it. The choice of free will, do I align it with myself or the higher design of myself in which I was created in the image of or do I not? For this decision I need INSPIRATION.