Over the years I have learned what an extreme need I have for the Power. I was told in my first day in the rooms that I needed to find a Power Greater than me. The search began with letting the group become what I identified as the Power. When I started approaching the 12 steps, amazing things began to happen. I began to understand that I had been directed all my life even though I had not recognized it. I still can’t identify what that power is, and I dont have extreme need to understand, but I know that once I came to believe. I started to expeirence my life not just live it. I have seen men and women who were once hopeless become productive, loving, caring, members of life, me included. I don’t fear that three letter word God anymore, I am just gratful that I have learned to have faith, hope, and courage, that grants me freedom on a daily basis to ask the Power to help me.
Peace Out: M 2015

Sometimes I wonder where God lies in me
I search inside of my endless mind
Looking for the doorway to the kingdom of his soul
Sometimes I find the light in
my emptyness
Crying out to heal my heart
From the pain of fear
Sometimes I wonder where the time has gone
Flying out of stillness to erase the wind
Chaotic moments keep changing thoughts
Of peace and justice and whose heart is true
There is know reason to wonder who
Life has it’s moment of gifts of love
Where do I choose from the list of who
It’s in my heart right next to you
Sometimes I wonder
I wonder who but I know it will forever be you.
Peace Out: M copyright 2015