It always amazes me the things I (we) do to cause confusion or conflict within ourselves. I have a great imagination which is greatly increased by ability to magnify shit. Everyday is a challenge to try to change the amount of confusion that I let filter in. I have to remember that I can not assume things, but I can catch myself if I do start too.  I have to remember not to attach myself to people and their situations, specially of I am trying to assist in some manor. I must stay away from giving advice and try to just be an arm to lean on. When I have expectations that a person hears what I am saying, I am setting myself up for disappointment. My need to have you accept me is so damaging, because I can’t seem to let go. This is when I must remember that I am not God, and diminish my ego so I might just might find some form of humility.

It is taught in many religions that our ego is what drives us away from the power, if I set myself up with my emotions (ego), I will fall. I think that this is a process, that will always have,that give and take experience. I know that I must surrender moment to moment to just keep my sanity, and find balance. I have learned to give up many things, but my selfishness always wants more, wow what a journey. I am just trying to gather the tiny seeds that are being sown by the wisdom of others who are wise, so wisdom can filter out the confusion. All of this lies in the seeking of a brighter light in tomorrows morning. Peace out, Love. M

This is one of the hardest emotions to understand and comprehend, it’s one of our first emotions and instinct. For some ungodly reason we usually complicate it with sex and money and possible power. Wars have been fought over it, countries have risen and fallen because of it, families have been torn apart by it. I am starting to believe that love is about purpose, compassion, tolerance, innocence, and a deep human need to connect to others. I know for me I am learning that love is how  I am dealing with my emotions without anyone responding to my affections on any level. I also am being taught that in order for to respect the gift’s I have received I must find humility, faith, which must translate to love. The old quote “love thy brother as thy self”, presents a question that do I love myself and you! I have come to a place that I love my life just as it is, in spite of all of the challenges that have been presented which in turn helps me to find more acquired love for all things that I see around me, it has not always been that way, but I am eternally grateful for that. I pray for that continued vision. Peace M