As long as I can remember I was always angry. The turmoil inside was always there, no matter how good things were. When I entered the rooms I stayed angry for the first few months. It was around 6 months before the anger started transforming into acceptable conformity. I won’t say that I found serenity, but a truce was begining to formulate. The first phrase that struck me dead center was “contempt prior to investigation” I latched on to that phrase because I identified with 2 things, the contempt to all things, and the everlasting ignorance that came along with it. This quote resonated in my mind and I came around to identifing on a deeper level. My hardest fight was the anger, I don’t no where or when it started, but it was there along with lonliness, and the armour of the Principles has knawed away at them both, but the daily struggle is always with me. I know now that I have 12 defenses against 2 rivals, the rage has settled to a quite chess match.
Peace Out: M 2015