Today is a day of great reflection for me. It was my natal and today is my 25th sober birthday. I know that without the program, the steps and the principles, none of this would have been possible. The gift of life always stands in front of me, because of the fact that I tried to destroy myself for so many years. Recovery has taught me what a great life I truly have, if I can stand clear of expectations, and resentments, I can enjoy all that is placed in my path. This year has been one of great personal truth and rewards, after a long arduous struggle with health and active depression, that I had to meet with defiance and faith, that all would resolve itself if I just took actions against my negative thoughts and pain. Pain and depression are two challenging situations that must be treated. In my case I had to work through all of the thoughts that kept me holding on two these two companions. All this was taught to me through active work of the 12 steps, sometimes it doesn’t seem that it will work, but I can testify that it works; it really works, if we work for it. Thanks for making a 12 step call on me.
Peace Out: M Copyright 2014