It’s amazing how much fear is generated in words, words can demoralize, destroy, intimidate, incapacitate, but yet they are just language. Supposedly used for communication of ideas, emotions, and perspective. I have found that I must be careful what and how I say things not to damage but to improve my ability to reach a larger community and expand my experience with myself and others. For years I really didn’t care how I affected you because in my selfishness if you understood fine if you didn’t so be it. I see though the response of yourselves it challenges me to try to communicate my thoughts in a manor that does not offend and inflict bad emotions, because my intent is to try to carry a message to someone who my benefit from my experiences, while trying not to let my ego come from a place that I think I know the answers but from a place that answers that were given to me due to the facts that that I needed to understand to save my life.
There are more answers than I have questions because I am shallow in nature, but even with this information I try to find more questions. Insanity is a part of this in my attempts to be sane I seem to find more insanity, but insanity is a very need tool in many instances. Without that nature of insanity where would humanity be, well some say better some say worse, but without what deems to be insane at one point in time or another we would not have technology, or art, or theology, the very things we take for granted today were in sane thoughts in the past.
I hope that you grasp what I am trying to convey, it’s not a message for all but only those who can hear the passion of me wanting to help someone somehow just as someone did for me. May you never have to sleep without a hand to hold, and a fear in your heart because even in the darkest of moments there is all ways light. We must open our minds to the light that is there to guides in the moments of despair. Peace M