When you have come to that fork in the road where you can’t go forward and you can’t go back, that’s when the lights go out, you have lost that power of choice. You end up in a place that is dark and scary, this is when in order to survive, you MUST surrender or die, and only when you surrender, will the faint flicker of light ever so tiny starts to draw you back from hopeless. You know that you must follow the light or live in darkness for the rest of your existence, when you regain the light you receive a reprieve, this is called trust, which so many of us have lost along the way. As the light becomes brighter this becomes faith. You see the path you need to follow but you will sometimes step back, that’s when you have to reach deeper and deeper. You learn to gain the principle of humility. Humility is the hardest of all principles to find, because as soon as we think we are humble we reach around and pat ourselves on the back, and right at that moment we have lost it. Learning to just act correctly and without motives is almost impossible but we must try or be lost in self. To be lost in self is the loneliest place to be, because we are basically on a tight rope without a net, just floundering in the wind alone with nothing to catch us or save us from ourselves. Now I know from experience that some of us can muster up false bravado and say I don’t need anything or anyone but me, but ask yourself if that is true, why am I always searching for someone or thing to not be alone. Man is a social creature and we must remember that we need interaction just to stay sane, but because of the fear of rejection and pain I will isolate and just get more and more insane, in my own confused mind. So if you reach that crossroad and you have reached the bottom of the rabbit hole remember that the only thing that keeps you there is YOU.
SURRENDER OR DIE.
Peace Out: M