Today is never an exception to any other day, so I must remember that everyday I must be present, and willing to prepare myself for each moment of that day, and act as if that were my last. I must place myself in front of the oncoming challenges, and be ready to greet all in the best possible way, in-spite of your reaction to me. I should be willing to help my fellow participants in life, who need assistance. I should not judge anyone that I see, before I am introduced. I must be at peace with me, and not let anyone steal the day from me, by letting them stay in the space reserved for peace. I should have a song in my heart, that pleases my soul, and all these things should be, what creates my momentary universe. So if I know this why is it that this is the hardest things to accomplish?
Well for me, it’s that I, I, I, word, me, me, me, the chant that’s most pervasive in my head. I have spent thousands of minutes, hours, days, and years, trying not to be so selfish, self centered, egotistic, and painfully fearful. It is always that I am not willing to let go, just holding on to my stuff, no matter what the cost. Progress sometimes is just to slow, I suffer from, RIGHT NOW, I want what I want!
Fortunate for me the Power of the one who has different plans, started showing me the blueprints, of the construction of the new house, and what I had to do, to make things more suitable, for me to live there. I hope you don’t think I’m joking! Life has handed me circumstances, that left me know choice, but to change, my entire way of thinking about you, me , and that power. I am no longer willing to challenge or risk, trying to get my way, it’s useless, when my will is in play, I lose! I truly understand the laws and principles, that I need to follow, this is no longer up for debate. I must surrender all, to win! I stayed until that miracle happened, and I am holding on, SERIOUSLY, for dear life, and enjoying the ride.
PEACE OUT. M