Pieces Left Out

Some times I feel like there were pieces left out of me, to give me something to find? I always felt incomplete, it was as though everyone else was complete but me. It was the drink that made me feel that it was the missing part, that would complete me, but it didn’t. What happened for me was, that I went eventually further into isolation trying to drown myself in as much Alcohol and substances as I could ingest, just to feel whole, but the distance grew further. When recovery found me, I didn’t feel that complete feeling for a long time, but I got enough to sustain me to do the work necessary, to find the path to the Power, that we find reunites us with a truer reality of wholeness. As we trudge the road we find a more lasting feeling of the hope needed to find the pieces that we thought were left out.
Peace Out: M copyright 2015

I Carry You

I will take you with me as I travel this road
I will love forever with the thought of you
You are a gift that brought me light
Your touch is sealed in my soul for me to remember
There will always be you where ever I gaze
I will always carry you not just in my heart
But in to the endless distance between here and forever. Michael copyright 12/26/2014