Over the years I have known many who were here before me, and many who have come after me and stayed. There are several I have known, who didn’t stay and died. It’s a difficult and emotional process for me because the emotions run from deep sadness to complete anger, but at the end of the day all you can really say is, but by the grace of God go I. I have lost many friends to this insidious disease, they could not find that power to accept or surrender. I do know that it is only through the things I was able to hear and acknowledge that saved me, from that fate of being one of those millions who couldn’t find their way. We don’t have to be smart, as a matter of fact being too smart kills some of us, it is that being willing that distinguishes us from the smart one’s. I don’t ask the question why, I just keep asking what do I need to do to find the solution, to the problem of me. Thank you to my first sponsor who said to me to stop looking at the problem, and learn the solution, and he handed me the Big Book, a pencil and paper, and said seek. I must always remember to not forget those who wouldn’t, and be one who remembers those who wouldn’t.
Peace Out : M copyright 2014