There are days when I feel empty and alone. No matter where I seach in my heart I can’t connect. This is that place I call “cosmic lonliness” I feel like I just don’t belong to anything. This is a common theme for all of us. Things that can make you feel this, are anger, fear, resentment, expectations, intentions, these are things that bring depression an melancholy. These feelings are multiplied through the use of drugs and alcohol, but after you remove them, you are left with an emotional mess that doesn’t have a clue, of how to resolve the dilemma. Here is where the contact with an outside entity, another person who is veresed with working knowledge of the 12 steps, can guide us back to the inner contact of the Spiritual light that is waiting for illumination. The principles behind the steps are the rules that lead us to that power greater than us, and it’s in that power that we find a place in our hearts that can heal the emptiness of our lonely nature. Without those guiding principles I would have missed so much of that place in my heart, where I carry the unity that was so freely given. Thanks for the 12step call.
Peace Out: M copyright 2014