When I started the recovery process, i was in a constant state of confusion. My body and my mind were in complete chaos. I had no real spiritual concept that made sense. My mind and body did not understand what was going on, and my question was why? I know there was chatter going on but I was only able to hear a few selected things. But I instinctively knew I had nowhere to go, except where I was, which was in a seat in the rooms of AA. There is great freedom in only doing what is in front of you. There are no decisions to be made except the decision to have hope. Hope was the catalyst to be willing to start to change the defects created by contempt, ego, pride and, dishonesty. As I began to utilize the tools presented, the confusion subsided and good orderly direction began to chip away the effects of the defects. This is always a work in progress. God does for me what I can’t do for myself, and helps me to do things I can do for me.
Peace Out: M copyright 2014