There are so many challenges down this road and every one of us has experienced those days. It seems sometimes that things are never going to change and no one understands, this leads us to depression and fear. I have spent so many days in this place, which was a great reason to drink drug, and I have spent many days there sober to. The difference between the two is when I was drinking the only way out was oblivion, in sobriety the way out is hope, and I often have to work hard to find that hope. I’ve been told that faith without works is dead, and no matter what I have to go to the only place, where hope lies for me. That place is when I start talking with someone that is more stuck than me, and through our moments together, the blessing of hope appears. They told me this in the Big Book, when everything else fails work with another Alcoholic. It’s an amazing healing process, how two individuals working together can heal broken and hurt people. I am so blessed to recognize this in myself, that I must help to be helped, this is the greatest gift I have been given, no matter how lost I can be in life, life will all return by serving or fellow brothers and sisters. Thank you the Spirit of Spirits.
Peace Out: M