Over the years there have been many fact facing realities, all of them were never easy to admit or deal with. Those years of running from facts and living on replacing facts with fiction, was my existence, I didn’t admit to what the truth was. Many of us even in our sober life still run from the facts and the result is that, when we don’t take that fact finding tour, it will kill us as sure as the drink will. We hear every day that people with years of sobriety, end up taking our own lives, over not facing the facts of pure emotions. I know the idea of this has crossed my mind many times, because I didn’t want to face the fact that, I have to connect with the Power to find faith once more. This is exhausting, and I live with sloth and the feelings of loneliness, which can only be cured for me, by remembering that God has carried me through much, and am I willing to continue this walk by working towards that faith. I must stay in the face of these facts, or I will not know purpose. The purpose of existence is really just to serve each other, this is written in every Spiritual ideology. We have survived as a species through community, this is fact, together we conquer alone we die. For me life is beautiful as long as I never forget the fact that the Power lies between you and I, alone I will not see that power. Without this Power I sincerely have the solitary loneliness of myself, now that’s hopelessness.
Peace Out: M copyright 2014