This morning was beautiful; I woke up at 7:15 am, sat up on the side of my bed, and had a conversation with the Power Greater than myself. I thanked him for all the amazing things that I have been graced with, and asked, to be carried a message to help me deal with me. I got dressed and left for the park to walk and then go to the gym, as I walked I saw beautiful green grass, blue sky, magnificent mountains, a cool breeze, people walking by with their dogs, and most said good morning as they passed. I forgot to say that, another part of my conversation was asking that I can learn to love, that I can present love to those I encounter, and that I learn to be loved. Learning how to be loved is a significant part of my prayer, it has taken almost a quarter of a century for me to learn that there is truly love everywhere, if I can just let love in. There is a song entitled “looking for love” the verse afterwards states “in all the wrong places”, how much truth that is for me? My entire life I have looked for love outside of me, but today I know that love is all within me if I let it be there. Once I became open minded enough to find a faith, that I am given all the love I want if I just let myself see it, feel it, experience it, and except it. It has always been fear of losing love that kept me for having it, when I let all the beauty that surrounds me fill me and drive out the fear of loss, I begin to find true love, which is learning to give it, and have it without conditions of loss or gain, and just let it be as it is, and come as it come.
Peace Out: M copyright 2014