It always amazes me the things I (we) do to cause confusion or conflict within ourselves. I have a great imagination which is greatly increased by ability to magnify shit. Everyday is a challenge to try to change the amount of confusion that I let filter in. I have to remember that I can not assume things, but I can catch myself if I do start too.  I have to remember not to attach myself to people and their situations, specially of I am trying to assist in some manor. I must stay away from giving advice and try to just be an arm to lean on. When I have expectations that a person hears what I am saying, I am setting myself up for disappointment. My need to have you accept me is so damaging, because I can’t seem to let go. This is when I must remember that I am not God, and diminish my ego so I might just might find some form of humility.

It is taught in many religions that our ego is what drives us away from the power, if I set myself up with my emotions (ego), I will fall. I think that this is a process, that will always have,that give and take experience. I know that I must surrender moment to moment to just keep my sanity, and find balance. I have learned to give up many things, but my selfishness always wants more, wow what a journey. I am just trying to gather the tiny seeds that are being sown by the wisdom of others who are wise, so wisdom can filter out the confusion. All of this lies in the seeking of a brighter light in tomorrows morning. Peace out, Love. M